Author: rdwylder

Fear

You scare me. I wouldn’t say I have an adventurous spirit. I wouldn’t call myself a coward either. I could be convinced to do a great many things On a dare. But you… Quiet, unassuming you… You scare me. You make me feel things I don’t want to, But I can’t make myself stop. You make me think things I don’t want to, But I can’t read your intentions. I can’t tell if you’re thinking them too. I don’t want to be in this place… In this place of not knowing. I don’t want to take a chance on being wrong, On being the cause of the awkwardness between us, Or even worse… What if I’m right? What then? I can’t pretend to be a good choice. I can’t pretend that I’m adept at the ways of love. I am not. I am not eager to meet your friends or able to be a part of your world. I am set in my ways and unwilling to change. I am cold one minute and easy to disappoint the other. I am a babbling fool who can only express their feelings Through words on a page. I am, in short, the opposite of a good choice. And that’s why you scare me. Because, in spite of knowing all that… In spite of knowing that I’m meant to be alone… You...

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What do you do when your beliefs are tested? Will you emerge unscathed, or will your soul be lost? Eden Malone thought she knew everything there was to know about the supernatural. She was a writer after all. Soon she will learn that one should never underestimate their ignorance.   Free – Download Now Checkout Added to cart   Please note that the software requires an email address. I don’t. If you want to use your real email address, great. I won’t sell it, spam it, or any of that bad stuff. But you’re free to use a fake address if...

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Eyes

My eyes betray me. My hands have learned not to touch you. My face has learned not to show any reaction to your presence. My heart has learned not to flutter when you walk through the door. But my eyes… My traitorous eyes… They expose all that I have fought to keep hidden. My eyes deceive me. Life has not been a kind mistress. Life has left me cynical and afraid. Life has taught its lesson of not getting what you want the most. But my eyes… My deceitful eyes… They trick me into believing you could want me too. My eyes torment me. I try my best not to look at you. I try my best to pretend you mean nothing to me. I try my best to act as though you do not excite my senses. But my eyes… My cruel eyes… They cannot help but follow every curve of your body. If only my hands could follow the trail made by my eyes. If only my lips could follow the trail made by trembling fingers. If only passion could be ignited by a simple look. But your eyes… Your indifferent eyes… Look upon me with no hint of desire. I am bereft… Alone… Imprisoned by the light in your...

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